Motionless

I'm bleeding misery. Oh, eternal discontent.
How consistent - the only thing stable in my life is how I try...

To still this beating mind, so that I can finally rest.
The essence of my character is that I'm unable to be without worrying.

The words of dead humans seem so much more sincere
than the half-signed contracts that tend to occupy the open air.

Still this beating mind, so that I can finally rest.
The essence of my character is that I'm unable to be without worrying.

Drugs Or Me

Her: "Stay with me. You're the one I need. You make the hardest things seem easy. Keep my heart somewhere drugs don't go, where the sunshine slows, always keep me close"

Me: "If only you could see the stranger next to me. You promise you promise that you're done but I can't tell you from the drugs."

Her: "Just let go. We'll dig a great big hole. Down an endless hole. We'll both go. You're so blind!
You can't save me this time. Hope comes from inside and I feel so low tonight."

Me: "If only you could see the stranger next to me. You promise you promise that you're done. But I can't tell you from the drugs. I wish that you could see this face in front of me. You're sorry you swear it you're done but I can't tell you from the drugs."

Her: "(take me) I need your help (so far away) To pull me up take the wheel (take me) Out from me
(so far) Out from me."

Her: "Take me"
Me: "If only you could see..."
Her: "I need your help"
Her: "So far away"
Me: "The stranger next to me..."
Her: "To pull me up take the pain"
Her: "Take me"
Me: "You promise you promise that you're done... "
Her: "Out from me"
Her: "So far"
Me: "But I can't tell you from the drugs"
Her: "Out from me"

Her: "Take me"
Me: "I wish that you could see... "
Her: "I need your help"
Her: "So far away"
Me: "This face in front of me"
Her: "To pull me up take the wheel"
Her: "Take me"
Me: "You're sorry you swear it you're done"
Her: "Out from me"
Her: "So far away"
Me: "But I can't tell you from the drugs"
Her: "Out from me"

Me: "Keep my heart somewhere drugs don't go. Where the sunshine slows. Always keep me close."

I love you Bean.

Sick, Sick, Sick

I curse to hell the magistrate who granted this unholy fate
But I know, I know I asked for this myself
I’m bound by law to hell and it’s sick, sick, sick
Humans have their needs, living in a fairytale, it’s tearing at the seams
The dank reject, the devil in a dress, exactly what you see

Sick, Sick, Sick, it’s sick, sick, sick

You made a mess of things
My what a mess you’ve made
I hate the way you make me feel
I hate the way you make me
In your world it’s cold outside
So button up and open wide
I hate the way you make me feel sick, sick, sick

If memory serves me correct I gave you all, you gave me less
Your sexcapades deliver checks but can’t afford you self-respect
And it’s sick, sick, sick
Humans on their knees, living in a fairytale, it’s tearing at the seams
The dank reject, the devil in a dress, exactly what you see

Sick, Sick, Sick, it’s sick, sick, sick

Maybe love is looking for someone to fill up holes
We grow up building lies with holes in all our walls
The watch can fall but here you were with spare bricks to save the day
And we pray it’s not too late
Spare bricks can be dead weight

Sick, Sick, Sick, it’s sick, sick, sick