July 27, 2017

The Messenger

When you feel you're alone
Cut off from this cruel world
Your instinct's telling you to run

Listen to your heart
Those angel voices
They'll sing to you
They'll be your guide
Back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
It keeps us kind

When you've suffered enough
And your spirit is breaking
You're growing desperate from the fight

Remember you're loved
And you always will be
This melody will bring you right
Back home

When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind
When life leaves us blind
Love keeps us kind

July 7, 2017

It's OK to Just Want More

Why leave when you claim it is love?
But why stay, when you're not the only one?

May 15, 2017

Objectivist on Fire


I can never say I'm truly free
If I keep replacing "I" with "we"
Cause no one cares as much as me
No one cares for me but me

I thought I finally figured out this game
To be right back here
Oh what a shame
And sure as every lover bleeds
No one cares for me but me

I am getting closer all the time
Running out of days to get it right
I can't believe I've wasted all my life
Chasing after something
I was never meant to find

We've been flying high on borrowed wings
That abandoned self reliance brings
I know with no uncertainty
That no one cares for me but me

And I am feeling older all the time
Running out of days to get it right
I can't believe I've wasted all my life
Chasing after something
I was never meant to find

I'm on the outside looking in again
I though perfection came from practicing
Yet, the closer I get the further I feel
Why should I even bother then?!

And I control the things I'll be
No one cares for me but me

And I am feeling older all the time
Running out of days get it right
I can't believe I've wasted all my life
Chasing after something
I was never meant to find

And I am getting closer all the time
And I am getting older all the time
And I am getting older all the time

March 23, 2017

Gone

It seems like the best moments in life
Foreshadow the worst most every time
Well I do, what I do
We're gonna fight and that's natural
So I left the house, thought we were cool
So you do, what you do

That was when I heard the news
And I told myself it wasn't true
Cause we've been through this all before
And you never make it past the door

But maybe you're gone, maybe you're gone
And maybe you're gone for real this time
Maybe you're gone

I saw your suitcase out again
An unbuckled threat laid out on the bed
I hope you thought this through
You can't leave now, we had so many plans
I was gone for a while, you don't understand
That I do what I do
Cause I have to

Without you I am coming unglued
Our life was a lie and I'm scared of the truth
And what's more, you have threatened before
But my ship's gotta find a new shore

Baby, you're gone
For real this time
Baby, you're gone

February 23, 2017

Wide Awake

It's been a few months
Since your last one word reply
You're sadly mistaken
If you think I'll reach out and try

Again and again,
You keep playing this cruel game
But you are nothing to me now,
We are not the same

I'm wide awake
'Cause I won't let it go
Playing in my head
Just like a rerun show

And I can't understand
Why you can't comprehend
That I will never break

Now I know who you are
I'm wide awake

February 16, 2017

I Never Want To Fix Myself Again

I've been out of my head
Like I was back when I was 18
And I've been taking to heart what you said
They'll be picking up pieces of me

And I've been running around town like a bat out of hell
I don't mind the heat
I just can't take this smell
Am I wasting my time with childish needs?

I never, I never want to ever, ever
Have to fix, have to fix myself again

They say a man knows his way
He never trips and he never rests
Cause no one cares what you've done or you've said
They only care what you'll do next

And I've been running around town like a bat out of hell
I don't mind the heat
I just can't take this smell
Am I wasting my time with childish dream?

I never, I never want to ever, ever
Have to fix, have to fix myself again

And I am done with everything
Cause I cant lose my shit again

I never, I never want to ever, ever
Have to fix, have to fix myself up

I never, I never want to ever, ever
Have to fix, have to fix myself again
To fix myself again
To fix myself again