Place To Start

I don't have a leg to stand on
Spinning like a whirlwind, nothing to land on
Came so far, never thought it'd be done now
Stuck in a holding pattern waiting to come down

Did somebody else define me?
Can I put the past behind me?
Do I even have a decision
Feeling like I'm living in a story already written
Am I part of a vision made by somebody else?
Pointing fingers at villains but I'm the villain myself
Or am I out of conviction with no wind in the sail?
Too focused on the end and simply ready to fail

'Cause I'm tired of the fear that I can't control this
I'm tired of feeling like every next step's hopeless
I'm tired of being scared what I build might break apart
I don't want to know the end, all I want is a place to start
I don't want to know the end, all I want is a place to start

Not Now

Come here, please hold my hand, Lord, now
Help me, I'm scared please show me how to fight this
God has a master plan
And I guess
I am in his demand
Please save me this time I cannot run
And I'll see you when this is done
And now I have come to realize
That you are the one who's left behind

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting

I see, a light it feels good
And I'll come back soon just like you would
It's useless, my name has made the list
And I wish, I gave you one last kiss

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting

Please stay until I'm gone
I'm here hold on to me I'm right here
Waiting and take
My one last breath, and don't forget
That I will be right here
Waiting

Wake Up Hoping

I sleep alone at night
Afraid I'll dream of you
Then I often wonder
If you feel the same way too

Time moves slowly
Lonely nights seem to never end
Wake up hoping
That I'll never see you again

I'm moving so slow
Lonely nights turn to bitter days
Wake up hoping
That you'll never feel the way that I do

Time to Break Up

If you wanna call it a heartache,
Then I shouldn't regret those things. I miss her
If you want the pain to go away,
Better suck up your pride and admit you lost her
Let her go
Move on, let her go
Move on, let her go